Chemo or Not?

I find out today whether or not I will have to have any chemo treatments.

I have put it in God's hands after much struggle to do it my way, He has taken care of me through all of this and I have no reason to think He will stop now, He sees the bigger picture and I have to trust in Him. This is way too big of a decision to try to make myself.

If I'm in the high risk percentage for my cancer reoccurring I will automatically need chemo, if I'm in the very low percentage I will just have radiation and the pill Femera for 5 years.

It's if I'm in the in between percentage that is questionable... then the tailoRX study that I'm enrolled in will assign me for chemo or not by random.

I know that nothing is random when you put it in God's hands. I feel totally at peace now that I've put the outcome with God.

I will be letting you all know later today what He has decided.